I am a westener, born and raised in the west. But my parents are from Asia.
This awareness seems to vacillate. It continues to go back and forth.
I feel, the only thing to do is keep meditating.
There is a thing in chapter 5, about “meditations taught in this chapter will stabilise, will help to stabilise your new awareness.”
But I’m not sure what it means. Does it mean- the meditation taught in chapter 2.
Chapter 3, talks about a profound sense of inner stillness and security- I’ve experienced it, briefly- but then it goes.
There’s a lot to learn – regarding letting go of egoic motivation, and learning what intuition IS.
Yes- how to reconcile this ISNESS with day to day responsibilities?